Post Production Blues

I've sat with multiple actors, musicians and comedians and talked openly about the horrid feeling of emptiness that consumes the mind body and soul after a performance. But I've never spoken with a preacher, minister or pastor after they've delivered the word in the pulpit then had to fade back into being a normal person. In November of 2015 I was blessed with the opportunity to share the word of God without knowing the after affects that would darken the world I was now part of.